YESTERDAY

It's been a year ago since you're gone and it seems like yesterday I heard your laugh that lighted up all of my room.
It's been a year ago since you're gone and it seems like yesterday we sang along that beautiful song, our song.
The time has passed by so fast, you disappeared in a wink, you vanished in a second and left me alone. I have missed you so much, I don't find the sense to anything. I know that you wouldn't like to see me in this way, but I can't help remember you and start crying.
Over these days i haven't done more than do the things we used to, go to the places we used to. I have almost watched ten times the movie we loved.
I haven't find another person like you and I know I will never find it.
It was so subtle your death that I didn't have time to realize, it was so silent and I wasn't warned you wouldn't come back.
Implacable it was and I still wonder why God didn't give me time to hold your hand and tell you what you meant to me. Why God didn't give me the chance to thank you.

HOW CAN I ?

How can I try I don't care what you do if you're still inside of me.
How can I want that pain ends if I still have these wounds on me.
How can I make the hours pass if you're reflection still lingers here.
How can I avoid that my eyes emanate blood when my tears are dried thanks to you.
How can I stop that arrow you shot when you told me you were disappointed at me.
How can I ignore your presence when it appears everywhere I spot you're there.
How can I forget those words you said once, if they made me believe you'd be so close.
How can I pretend to be happy if you killed me, if you destroyed everything that made me live.
How can I put a stop to the story you initiated, if from this book there are many unwritten pages.
How can I erase that first kiss you stole me, if I desired from the moment I met you.

I WANT TO

I want to be the one who puts a smile upon your face.
I want you to be the one who fills my soul with grace.
I want to be the one who helps you to fight away your fears.
I want you to be the one who lifts me to the sky.
I want to be the one who makes you feel a new feeling.
I want you to be the one who takes me over all the time.
I want to be the one who quenches your thrist in the mornings.
I want you to be the one who heals my lonely heart.
I want to be the reason for living.

YESTERDAY

In the darkness of my room I just wanted to hear your voice. I wanted to be anesthetized by your words and feel no pain. I wish you drowned out my silence with the sound of respiration. Yesterday I longed more than ever you were by my side, you held my arms and caught my tears in your hands. I desired that your shadowing glance were my only feeling. Yesterday I wanted a moment that never came true, a moment I lived in my imagination. It served me to realize that you're my most beautiful and perpetual illusion.

TAKE ME WITH YOU

Take me with you wherever you go
make me forget that you're gone
put farther away this loneliness that hurts
share your silence while you re quiet

Pull me until where you are
fill my body up with pleasure
rescue me from my disappearence
love me as if it were the first time

Lead me straight to you
show me the right way to follow
tell me what door i should open
help me out to find you

Guide me through these shadows
take me out of this freezing fog
save me form falling apart
give me strength to keep fighting

Take me with you wherever you are
let me lie next to you
let's revive our past
we're going to last forever.

DESPEGAR

Siento mucha rabia por tener que callarme lo que siento, si hablo y dejo salir las palabras, serían como dagas clavansdose en la carne, como látigos flagelantes que no descasarán hasta ver brotar sangre.
Por eso mientras oigo lo que me dicen en tono displicente, pienso en otra cosa para no ser invadido por la ira y no dstruir a las personas que supuestamente debería querer, o simplemente no derrumbar sus sueños; pero si tuviera que confesar, no sé que siento ahora por ellas en este instante. No encuentro tampoco donde fijar mi mirada.
Prefiero desplegar mis alas, maltratadas de tanto luchar contra el viento, adoloridas de tanto volar. Extiendo mis alas y escapo una vez más.

EL PERDON

De qué sirve perdonar, si no olvidamos la ofensa. El rencor y el resentimiento no nos conducen a nada, lo que hacen es consumirnos por dentro y sumirnos en la más grande y profunda amargura.
Cuando se perdona de corazón se olvida, cuando se olvida el alam se libera y puede vivir en paz.
Nadie mencionó que perdonar fuera fácil, no todos los humanos son capaces de hacerlo, con el perdón se descubre al valiente, se conoce al justo.
Con el perdón se puede ser un poco más feliz, nos embarga la tranquilidad de saber que ya no se pensará más en aquello que nos hizo daño o en quien nos ha herido tanto.
Cuando se perdona se siente que por fin se ha descansado.