HOW CAN I ?

How can I try I don't care what you do if you're still inside of me.
How can I want that pain ends if I still have these wounds on me.
How can I make the hours pass if you're reflection still lingers here.
How can I avoid that my eyes emanate blood when my tears are dried thanks to you.
How can I stop that arrow you shot when you told me you were disappointed at me.
How can I ignore your presence when it appears everywhere I spot you're there.
How can I forget those words you said once, if they made me believe you'd be so close.
How can I pretend to be happy if you killed me, if you destroyed everything that made me live.
How can I put a stop to the story you initiated, if from this book there are many unwritten pages.
How can I erase that first kiss you stole me, if I desired from the moment I met you.