YESTERDAY

In the darkness of my room I just wanted to hear your voice. I wanted to be anesthetized by your words and feel no pain. I wish you drowned out my silence with the sound of respiration. Yesterday I longed more than ever you were by my side, you held my arms and caught my tears in your hands. I desired that your shadowing glance were my only feeling. Yesterday I wanted a moment that never came true, a moment I lived in my imagination. It served me to realize that you're my most beautiful and perpetual illusion.